So continue from yesterday, as I will do it daily. In each day, there will be 3 questions to be chosen, but it's not necessary to answer all of them, so I choose which one I have encountered with God ^_^
Reflect on the authority God has placed upon your life and how you 're using that authority to bless those around you?
During LG prayer meet last week, I felt that GOD wants me to pray for my LG, but at that time I felt discouraged, I tried to gather my courage to speak out and I keep praying in Spirit, but in the end, I still discouraged. Yet, I believe GOD never leave me, He never forsaken me. GOD I pray that if the next chance coming up, give me courage and strength to pray out loud for my LG and be a blessing for my LG. Thank you GOD ^_^
Just now I mentioned GOD never leave me correct? Today, I encountered another powerful event with GOD in my office. Today is my review, err nothing related with salary, I prefer to know what my progress so far after last review, so here is the review. My boss was very patience with me, he explained what feedback he has received from my other colleagues, it's about my social skill, my technical skill, he quite assured that although there are still some rooms for improvement, but my technical skill is better than last year.
So back to my social skill, if you know me, perhaps you will say that I'm not very talkative person, Sugix is nice, Sugix is very spiritied, etc, but I tell you, in office, what you will is not me, but another me. In office, I'm easily agitated in communication, thus almost all of the time I made a hole in other person and I don't like to answer query from my colleagues including my PM. Surprised isn't it? Well, but my colleagues do feedback to my boss that outside work, Sugi is nice person, just when in working environment, Sugi become another person, difficult to approach, its like you step in my area, then prepare to get shot :)
So which one is the real Sugix? The one that you see every LG (3 hours) + service (3 hours) + activity (6hours), compare with my working state which is 40 hours/week.. hahahaha
To be honest, actually I'm aware about it, but you might ask me then why you still doing it? I don't have answer for that also, I did tried to control my emotion but no matter how hard I tried, there will be an outrage. But today is special, I don't know, it's like GOD use my boss to specially talk to me, soon after the review, I suddenly changed, I become more patience, I could explain more to my colleagues, normally I will shout bla bla bla. Another mystery also happen, my PM asks me to change code, normally I will shout "hah? why change again? that one is difficult, it won't be finish by today" (with irrating face), but today I was listening to my PM explanation, and do it without any COMPLAINT, wow that was a miracle.
Another feedback from my boss is to reduce to open facebook, and those similar to that one. Actually I kind not addicted to it, but it's I the one who choose to open it. I pray that God will empower me with Spirit of self-control, so I be better person in office and be a guidance for my juniors ^_^
Otw to my home, I asked God, am I capable to switch my working state with the real me that nice person, GOD says as long as you hold on My Way, you should be able. Back then during interview, my boss asked me, are able to change your working state, I answered hmm slowly. But in the end, GOD is the one who switched my working state ^_^ Praise God.
It seems I have surrendered my technical skill to God long time ago, but I still hold my social skill in office with my way, not with God's Way. I pray that God will empower with the Spirit of love & patience so I can build better relationship with my colleagues.
Galatian 5:22-23
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.
God Bless
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