Well.. i start with the problem first, which is my company doesn't want to pay my CPF portion, instead, it will deduct from my salary on behalf of company. It's my company policy that paying CPF is another cost for company. And all my colleagues, who are PR, also receive the same treatment. Some my friends feel this situation is strange, some tells me to find new job, but in the end I decided not to take PR and stay with EP.
Why? The very first reason is why I should apply PR?
Some saying to easier find a job, but isn't it God who will provide me with the job, not the PR? And I believe that this job was provided by God for me. Let me share my working experience, during my first year working in this company, I admitted that I was struggled with the salary, all I do was to work so that I can get higher increment later on, and my mind was full with it. In the end, my project was a messed up, every thing I did always produce another bug, I remember that time my shepherd encouraged me that it's normal, it's always like that. But deep inside my heart, it felt that it is my fault that caused the 8months project failed. Yet, I didn't give up, nor God ^_^
Starting new year, I got new project, which is even bigger than my previous project, God's way always different from what we thought haha, but this new project I asked God to help me to get through with it. At the end, I successfully to LIVE the website, praise GOD ^_^
My current salary is blessing from God, my bonus is also blessing from God ^_^ so I don't bother with it nowadays, if God wants to give me more, I accept and I will give more back to God as well :) I might not have a lot of money than the others, but I do have FAITH in HIM, I could live without my current job, but I'm not sure whether I can live without HIM taking care for me.
And I already comfy with my current job, I don't have to worry about what if bla bla bla, In fact, I'm now don't even have worry at all for my job, I surrender it to God alone to decide for me ^_^ at the end of the day, I won't worry about what should I do tomorrow in office, but instead I'm worrying what I can do more to glorify HIS kingdom.
Psalm 62:5-8
5 Yes, my soul, find rest in God;my hope comes from him.
6 Truly he is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.
7 My salvation and my honor depend on God[a];
he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
8 Trust in him at all times, you people;
pour out your hearts to him,
for God is our refuge.
God Bless
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