Reflection

Yo, I'm back from CNY holiday ^_^ As promised, I will share what I have achieved / grown from last year. Please bear with me for a little while, this will be very long story.

There was a service around January 2011, that mentioned about God Blessing. It taught me that we have to let go God Blessing from previous year in order to receive fully blessing from God for that year, so I really been blessed by God through year 2011.

In middle January 2011, I received company annual bonus, which I'm sure that I would not get it, since the my project in 2010 was cancelled due to my silly mistakes. But again, I keep believing in God that God will do something in my life, thus this is the first blessing God gave to me for 2011. A week after that, I found out that my indo colleague has resigned and his last date will be in the middle of February. That time, I could not hold my anger, I shouted to my 2 PM(s) and 2 boss(s) - through email, because there is another project was coming which is bigger than the project in 2010, and it supposed to be developed by my colleague and me. I felt that it was very ridiculous for me alone develop the project, yet God never leave me alone, and I never have in mind to resign my job, although all old colleagues have resigned (various reasons mainly because of boss attitude), why? Because I believe that God has purpose for my through this job, and I still believing it until now ^_^

Then, my journey as sole developer for this project started, this project, EnterpriseOne, was divided into 3 phases. The first phase is about creating newsletter - the second is about building the website itself - the third phase is about user membership (which will be started in next month, February 2012). I managed to finish the first phase around April, praise the Lord ^_^ Until this time, I cannot count how many blessing I have received haha

But what about my spiritual life from January to April? I didn't remember exactly when it's happening, but my CG was ADONAI 1, then there was a restructuring, and the name changed into URIEL 1. If I remembered it correctly, URIEL 1 only stayed for 5 - 6 months (since November 2010) then another restructuring happen again that restructured all CGs into LGs, from 10 CGs (ADONAI 1-2-3, URIEL 1-2-3, SHINE 1-2-3, HIM), became 4 LGs (Antioch, BeAT, Joy, SIA). It was announced at Easter Camp 2011, actually the camp itself was made so that each person could adapt with the new form of LG (every person has been assigned to each dormitory that represent the LG itself).

First Summary, I have achieved some confident that I could made a partial of the project LIVE. And through the restructuring  from ADONAI to URIEL, I built new relationship with URIEL people ^_^ as you know that I joined HOPE Church around January 2010, yet I seldom mingle around with people, guess it because of my characteristics.

Now, moving on to the second phase of the year, both for LG and my project. Each of them has its own issues. For my project, I need to build a module that could have different behavior, I use vehicle for example. Let's say, I have a vehicle (just a thing that could move and have wheels considered vehicle). Then I need to transform this vehicle into motor/bicycle/etc, which even my previous indo colleague (the one I mentioned above), never done before. But somehow, I dunno how I could found the article that taught me how to start. Really, I believe it was God who gave me all the solutions to finish the module, praise the Lord again ^_^ it took the whole team to finish the second phase around 6 months :)

The new LG is also difficult to deal with, as the reader might not know, but for me, I'm easier to relate with guy instead of girl. And since the new formed LG consist of guys and girls in equal number, I used this opportunity to relate with the sisters. It's not easy, from May until now, I still try to build the friendship with all LG members, everyone is unique :)

Second Summary, I have achieved to make LIVE a fully website, thanks to GOD ^_^ I also able to play inline skates and guitar last year :) for my spiritual family still on the process building the friendship, trouble always there but I believe and I always believe since the beginning that God always with me in whatever situation.

God Bless ^_^